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Sunday, April 01, 2007

A Note Of How I Felt Last Year

 "I feel as though I can't trust anyone. They don't know it. They don't notice it. They just slowly break down my trust, my character.

I may appear as though I don't mind. Those "jokes" simply don't bug me. Surely, even ones taking it so far doesn't fucking bother me at all. No fucking way it hurts my damn self.

I certainly don't torment myself every fucking day.

Why such harsh language?
Because everyday I remind myself why
I hate life.

There certainly isn't a friend I actually want to be here.

All of them seem dead to me.


They may be moving, breathing, and talking; but in my eyes...
THEY ARE LIFELESS CORPSES THAT SHOT DOWN MY TRUST.

So, why do I rant about this crap? Simply, to speak these words from where I believe it's called "THE HEART". That stupid instrument.

Well, tracking back to when I said everyone is dead in my eyes.
They're not only dead. They're just buried in my graveyard-"THE HEART"-my heart.

Though, it's not a dreary graveyard. It's beautiful in fact. I mean, they're just underground. They can't hurt me because they're dead-living corpses. So, they can't hurt me."

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