| | I probably might be exaggerating, possibly. I don't know really. I'm just going back and forth, and I'm probably worrying myself over nothing like I always do. Though, I can't help but worry myself about the little things. It's like the little things help make up the big things; and if the little things are horrible, then the big thing will be horrible too. Maybe I'm like stressing out so much to the point where I get all edgy and all moody. Maybe it's because I just feel apathetic... or so what I think. I don't know anymore. I just want to like take some nerf gun and shoot my head. (Nerf guns dun kill but they do hurt at times) So yeah, it brings me to this incomprehensible decision. It's only that because I CAN'T MAKE UP MY DAMN MIND. Like, I'm just uneasy. I can't do stuff for other people if I feel uneasy.
I just know people will wonder what the fuck I'm talking about. You know, it's weird. Like, I don't want to be blunt because I like beating around the bush. Get what I mean? If I was blunt, then I'd end up being brutally honest. Though, that's besides the point. The point I'm making is never going to appear because I'm going overemotional possibly because of some shitty thing. The shitty thing most likely has to deal with my indecisiveness where I can't have this straightforward thought process. My mind completely shuts down when having a discussion or something.
Though, I must be panicking over nothing. I mean, panicking over nothing happens to appear as ridiculous. So I must be ridiculous for panicking. UGH I AM MENTALLY DISTRESSED.
FUCK LIFE RIGHT NOW. I'm fucking screwed right now.
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