| | So yeah I haven't ranted in awhile. I don't know. This is crap. I don't know if I was blunt or vague about how I felt but he didn't understand. He didn't need to understand nor did he need to criticize it. All I know was that I felt betrayed. I don't hate the person nor do I love them. I don't care if that person is family either. If I feel betrayed, I feel betrayed. I was back stabbed, and it wasn't because of money or that crap. That person placed me into the spotlight and stripped me of my dignity. Yet, he cannot understand that. He cannot understand the shame I feel, and still he criticized it. I tell him if you were in my situation you'd understand. He says he would've handled it differently because two people cannot be similar. The thing is... how would he know as well? Did he grow up in the same family with the same rules? Did he grow up feeling spite? Did he grow up noticing the seeds of hate and pride being sewed into the children of the family? No. But I am not saying I am right either. It would be wrong of me to say that he would be exactly like me. Yet I am not wrong. I believe that he has no right to place his opinion on such situation for he cannot comprehend the way I feel. He has no right to say that because he was not directly attacked by a member of his kin. I just want him to know that I cannot give my trust nor my love to the person, but regardless I will help that person when in time of need. That's only the point I want him to get.
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| | Posted 8/16/2008 9:56 PM - 2 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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